What do Sam and Spencer think of all this?

Spencer: "I don't really want to go, but I want to be where God wants us."
Sam: "I don't want to move from here. At the same time, I want to go." 

In a letter to our friend in Nicaragua recently, Sam wrote, "I am happy to go and do what God is calling us to do, I am sad that I will be far away from my friends here and a lot of my family."